Friday, November 10, 2006
she told me that i couldnt satisfy everybody...ya,i noe that i can't...but another time she told me her problem and she was trying to satisfy everybody and i told her didnt u told me that no body can satisfy everyone?? she sae she was trying as hard as she can to satisfy everyone...ya that's same for me
i wanna made every1 happi every1 smile i dun wan any body to hate me sae my bad words mayb when u reading this post u might think that i am juz trying to act ker lian..i didnt dare to step out this was some of the reason...i didnt talk was afraid that i might sae something wrong and made the person sad or worst hate me...
whenever i send something or talk i try to be as polite as i can...i dunno how and when to express wad kind of feeling...i didnt noe wad i wanted...i didnt hav an aim...i did try to step out but there ish always thing that stop me from steping out and get back in again....to me onli the wall will protect me i wont be disturb i wont get hurt i will be protected by it and it give me warm...but it didnt protect me fully i still get hurt i still get cold(i hug myself when it's cold lolx)....why?? any reason?? my wall was not fully build there was still a door which open onli for juz some ppl and did i get those hurt and cold from them?? mayb??
HAHAHA wade hell....nvm ***end*** here horx xp...SMILE =)